water

Water is often associated with the divine it’s no wonder considering how water brings forth life. early mornings, before dawn, are also auspicious though I’m not entirely sure why maybe its symbolic Let There Be Light Every Day Have you ever tried waking up before the sun? I’ve wanted to for a while but it’s […]

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its okay

I don’t know what to say except its okay to have an off day it’ll all be okay

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monsters

How do we know we’re not like Frankenstein’s Monster and G-d is the doctor a horrified Creator filled with regret but that doesn’t mean we can’t one day make the doctor Proud

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love me for you

If I was more like you would you love me more or is all of that selfish love of yours fake, too?

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success.

I know that I can do it because I won’t stop until its done.

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dysfunction

I wanna scream because you’re so fucking mean and I’d rather die than let you see me cry but hey I guess that’s family.

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Knock on Wood

I feel pretty darn good Knock on wood It’s just such a lovely day And I really want to say I feel great today! …knock on wood.

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college

Time goes by really fast outside of class and its only now after 4 years that I realize that college isn’t for everyone and maybe it wasn’t for me I’m glad I went, all the same because I learned that enduring hardship(how dramatic!) often leads to growth so I can appreciate my free time that […]

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life of love

I used to think you were the love of my life the same way I thought the last guy was the love of my life and at one point it made me uncomfortable because at one point the last guy made me uncomfortable I thought that “love of my life” meant there could only be […]

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Just wait and see

I always say tomorrow, tomorrow tomorrow I’ll do it It’ll happen eventually Once I finish up this project for sure But I’m starting to think that maybe I’ve been jinxing myself this whole time So let’s give it another go Tomorrow   Do you ever feel like you’re jinxing yourself when you set goals? Tell […]

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Home

I’m so desperate to go out and start living life on my own except I won’t be on my own at all I’ll be with you In love

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to change

I used to want to change I didn’t like myself didn’t want to be myself as I learned that people don’t change can’t change shouldn’t change I got angry I took it out on the people I cared about they thought I hated them and didn’t see how much I hated myself But I saw […]

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I am

trying my best                 sighing my best                                   crying my best but I don’t wanna be the best                             […]

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Girls

When I was younger, I would see tomboys and think that they must like girls. They liked the things that boys liked, and boys liked girls. I would see the really girly girls and think that they must like girls, just like the tomboys. They liked girly things, and boys back then weren’t usually girly. […]

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